Why Do I Still Care

I told myself to go on with my life
The more I try the harder the fight

But then I cried myself to sleep tonight
Looking at your picture before I turned out the lights

Yet to awake this morning still to find
Nothing had changed not even my mind

I told myself to go on with my life
The more I try the harder the fight

As I made breakfast I thought of you once again
Hurting now knowing were not even friends

And I remember not being strong enough before I went to sleep
I called on you on the phone, feeling now so weak

You weren't there so I left a message for you
Now I feel stupid."What did I do?"

I told myself to go on with my life
The more I try the harder the fight

I guess I'll be strong, that is till the next time I see you
Hoping you realize We can be friends but I still love you