Childish Fears?

I'm leaving behind all my childish fears.
Memories we shared are they fading away.
Like all the times you slowly disapeared.
I prayed you'd be coming back again someday

But you left me here this time, all alone.
Without a purpose or direction left in sight.
It was your love that kept me going .
It was my tears that reminded me of you every night

Each night it seemed I cried a thousand tears.
But never wanting you to know I had shed a single one
You have to realize I can't even shed them now
Maybe I realize now that we are done

I cried those tears before
I know it was because I knew you would go
You would break my heart once again.
But how long it would take; I didn't know

Maybe I'll drown in the river of tears tonight
That is if I let myself think of how it used to be
Maybe I'll be strong enought to look away.
The memories are fading slowly out on me.

Maybe this time you're never come back.
I have to face my childish fears
Leave it all behind once and for all.
Wiping it all aways with this one last tear







 

copyright Brian P Slusarz