Can We?

Can we grow together again or is this for now another bub-bye? Do I hold my head up or down, is it wrong for me to cry Baby, I love you more than my words could ever show, I'm trying to understand why I think at times I must now go. You tell me things like "Do what you want to do" Can you see I'm here because that is loving you When I try to be strong and tell you, I need you near You look at me like I'm weak, but in your eyes I see the fear Are you afraid of the uncertainty or are my feelings now to much? Do you not feel secure? Is there not comfort in my touch You have truly molded me into the man I am today, That is why I ask, listen please to what it is I'm about to say. Have I been selfish in my ways, I didn't see it and couldn't understand, At time I also wonder why, you can't be here just to hold my hand. Leaving me with the mystery of what I know to be true. I ask myself with all my love, what now am I supposed to do I'm sorry you think I can't be who you want me to be, I'm sorry that I can't show you the love that you wish to see, You see I am not myself anymore, I try to hide what I feel inside It seems every time I show you, well, you seem to run and hide I try to be strong and pretend that it doesn't affect me at all But that's just like having no one around to catch me if I fall It hurts to much at times not to show you and let you see, If I hurt you that's something, I said would never be But I can't change the fear that now lives inside my heart, And I can't change the idea of us holding on, never having to part. But through it all I just can't say the words good-bye It was my promise to you, just like I wouldn't run away and hide I love you and thank you for all that you've done, Do I now wait for the future, will we ever love again as one. But for now I can try, let you be free and your heart start to heal, In hopes that someday you'll think of me and know just how much I feel. You have a special place in my heart, which will always be for you. I will always be wanting, praying, that one day you'll want me too. I love you always and forever