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Did you see me last night?
I was right there running my fingers through your hair
I guess in a way brushing it when you here sleeping
I thought to myself how you could go to bed with damp hair
I was being so gentle not to wake you
I thought at times I would as I took such deep breaths
The tears started to flow falling down to the pillow case
I wanted to wake you so much
I wanted to tell you how much I still love you
All those things like you are still my life, my everything
I had it all planned out
I'd ask you to run away with me
And you'd say yes lets go!
But I was afraid that your answer would be different
Instead I just laid there looking at the beauty next to me
Letting it tug at every part of my heart
I think for a moment my fingertips ran along the side of your face
I leaned in to kiss you softly
Maybe if I whispered to you I love you then
Maybe just maybe you would understand me more
Maybe in the morning hours you would feel it when you awoke
Then as I kissed your forehead, my tear fell upon your cheek
Maybe that was enough, maybe that's all I had to give anymore
NO! I had to tell you - I had to wake you.
I turned awayand mustard up the courage.. Here I go
Then I turned to look at you once more and you were gone
I can't believe I was dreaming of you again!!!!
I still love you where ever you are. xoxo
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